Today I am doing much better learning to cope and learning to listen to her whispers in my dreams she is still here by my side. I think this last year has been a time for grieving and growing. I have learned many things from my mothers death and i have learned how to keep her alive every day in my life and my childrens life.
I will see her again i do believe that i will......
See you Heaven mom i hope you fathers day is a great one as you spend it with your father for the first time in 63 years tell grandma and him hello from us all!
I think of ways i can help my kids cope with her being gone and fishing is one way we cope as we feel close to her fishing. We always say this one is for you grandma and we throw her in. usually i catch a fish every time! as mom usually out fished us all!.
I have learned why my mom did things and certain things are so much more clear now. wow
11 months ago i lost my best friend and mom I love you dearly and think of you often keeping our blog has helped me go back and see my pain and helped me see how i am doing.
julie will be 15 this year next month and dustin turned 8 this year and i 44 and you kiddo my hubby 45 we miss you so very much we talk about you every day and we all talk to you before we go to bed and pray your ok... we cuddle under your blankets you have given us all and take great comfort as well......
i am headed back to school to get that degree i told you i would get! a promise is a promise! help guide me thru the days and nights of my life mom as i feel you are near me always hugging me from the other side...
I feel you i hear you i love you thank you for being at my side keeping me strong helping me to grow and learn miss you terrible loving you always your loving daughter Jan-Jan aka Janetta
Thank you for this.
ReplyDeleteHappy to here you are doing better, the pain fades with time. Happy late birthday
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